[[ date written // 4th of JuLy o4` ]]

+++ damn yo where the fuck have i been for the past months?? haha. shiet it seems like forever since i havnt written in dis piece of xanga of mine. well newaise juss wanted to say HAPPY 4th of July EVERYONE!!! i`m at mah hubby`s house juss chillin wid mah in-laws. got off work around 6:30pm. it wasn`t dat busy...fucking chinese customers were being assholes..as always!! damn i have so many things to say since i havnt been online. buh newaise i guess i`ll juss tell u guys dat dis would prolly be mah last entry until i ever got the time to go online agen..which i dun think i will ever have. i`m been hella busy wid mah life. shiet so hectic!! i`ve been working 40 hrs a week  n` skool at da same time. like wOah..where da heck are mah spare times n` i miss chillin wid da homies up so late?? i miss mah old life buh hey atleast i be making hella greens...haha. and atleast i have a fucking life now cuz i juss realize xanga sites are for peeps who has no life. man i remember i used to write in dis shiet like 24/7 n` peeps would juss read about mah personal life, buh i guess das gonna stop now. aWwW toO bad!! haha..now i wont have upsessive stalkers..lmao. hmm...n meeh n` mah hubby melvyn ish doing WONDERFUL!! still cherishing eachother`s love n` still counting down on our wedding. we already made up our kids names..haha. there`s m.j. (melvyn jr.) ; rimmel ; melaine ; rianne. hehe it`s crazy huh..buh we`re ready for everything. ayyy...well gotta bounce now cuz i am tired. aites well jus tek kares everyone n` hope to see u someday or wuhever. haha i`m outs..

[[`feelin:\\so happy]]

[[`time\\8:00pm]]

++  i`m so happy man!!! well, not exactly...cuz mah hubby went to kali agen wid his sugar mommy. lmao. he works for this old lady [ mommy marie ]. hmm...he called earlier, sayen he`s in a farm..picking out some lemons n` shiet. haha. well, our TWO YEARS n` ONE MONTH ish tomorrow. hOoRAY!!!! i`m so excited. we havn`t made ne plans yet, buh i`m sure we`ll have fun. yeah!! more likely in bed...haha. let`s see...yesterday, meeh, mel, mah cuz [ dony ], mah bro, n` mel`s cuz [ rizzan ] went to pick up dony`s gf [ jen ], den we went to get some boba at volcano tea. after dat, we went to boluvard mall n` looked around for some sale. i saw some frewns calling mah name n` shiet. haha.. i kept hearing mah name around da mall. it was hella embarassing cuz each time i turn around..i`m like who called meeh n` peeps were like looking at meeh all weird. buh den i got to see some frwens...like danielle, becca, n` travis. i guess dey work dere or sumthin, except for travis. umm...i bought a jacket at becca`s work [ forever21 ]. damn...dere was hella sale up dere, buh didn`t reallie bought much cuz i only had $40 wid meeh, so i didn`t wanna spend all of it. i was also, looking for a job buh i felt lazy to fill out an application. while meeh n` rizzan went shopping at forever21, mel n` weng left to go to xpress w/o telling us, so we went walking around juss looking for dem. den i stopped by at hallmark n` bought a card for mah hubby for our aniversary n` valentine`s day. den we went to da cafeteria n` waited for their asses. eventually, we saw dem coming. we chilled at da cafeteria n` waited for dony n` jen. den i saw dis britney spear`s lid rock at sbarro, so i bought one drink to get it. ohh yea...britney spear`s ish so sexy buh she so umm...fake. i juss wished she had da christina`s personality. buh ish all gude..she too sexy! haha. i envy her ass!!! grRr...haha. newaise, we left da mall n` was suppose to order pizza at dominoe`s buh we juss went back to mah place. den mel n` weng went to albertson`s n` it tooked dem 3 hrs to get back. i`m like wuh`s taking so damn long...mel ish like we`re trying to find something..i`m like curious n` shiet. den i stayed in mah room juss laying on mah bed, relaxing wid some 106.5 jams..haha. den wen dey finally came back, mel surprised meeh wid dis hella huge ass teddy bear. damn...it`s fucking bigger den meeh n` mel. i`m like wOah...wtf..das scary. lmao. dere`s a pic down below, buh iono if u guys can see it gude. oh wells. by any chance, juss stop by at mah house n` i`ll show u how big dis thing reallie ish. not to be mean, buh for all da short ppls..mah bear ish bigger than yOo...haha. it`s funny.haha.lmfao!!! i`m watching american idol right now n` it`s so fucking hilarious. haha.. damn mah cheeks hurts now. haha. buh newaise...i wanna watch now, so bye ppls.

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++ i hope u guys can see it clearly. mah face looks like a blurr...lmao. like yoO guys wanna even see mah ugly face..haha. newaise, see how fucking huge mah bear ish. i mean look how big he ish compare to meeh?? lyke WoaH!!!

[[`feelin:\\gRrReat!!!]]

[[`time\\3pm]]

++ went to colonade w/ weng, dony, n` jen to watch along came poly den hopped n` watched cheaper by the dozen. mah hubby was at work so he couldn`t be wid meeh, buh it was fun cuz we watched 2 movies for da price of 1.haha. bleh bleh bleh den den mah hubby finally got off work n` we chilled at dony`s house, den left to eat at cali hotel. haha sowee ppls. buh i dun feel like writing todae, so yea imma make dis short n` simple. byes.

[[`feelin:\\alrights]]

[[`time\\5:41pm]]

++  bleh...hoi punks! haha...well, i`m hea at @net wid mah cuz n` bro. we juss chillin in hea cuz we got bored at mah house. i dun feel like playen cs cuz it`s so gay now. lmao. i`ll prolly play after i write in hea. hmm..damn!! finally mah semester exams are over. shiet!! iono if i even passed ne of mah test, besides mah electives..haha. i didn`t reallie study hard enough, buh i dun reallie care cuz das only 20% of our final grade, so i`ll still get mah a`s. hopefully! newaise...yesterday, mah cuz [dony] came over wen we were bout`s to leave wid mah parents to go to da filipino store at charleston. he came along wid us. wen we got dere, we walked to 7-11 cuz we were craving for some slurpee. lolz. den we went back to da car. we were waiting for mah mom cuz she was at pnb, sending money to mah sister at da philippines. den we left n` went to mah aunt`s house to eat lunch. den mah hubby came wid his new honda del sol. den i guess mah cuz borrowed his car to go pick up his g/f. after he went back wid da car, we left to go back to mah house. we chilled at mah house n` watched, "MR.SUAVE." damn dat movies ish so corny lolz. den we left to go to healthsouth to pick up mel`s paycheck. after dat we went to visit mel`s uncle at st. rose hospital. while i was waiting in da car, i called up mah 2 frwens [ leanne n` saulie ] n` we juss talked about stuff for sadies. umm...wen mel came back, we went to colonade to watch, "My Baby`s Daddy."  dat movie was hella funny man. haha. i wanted to get in a fight wid dese middle school kids cuz dey were hella being loud n` shiet. wen dis asian guys told dem to shut up..dey were like dun tell us to shut up or you`ll be talking to mah bf. omg..dey were fucking annoying man. white gurls dese days..lolz. okies after da movie, we were gonna sneak in to watch, "Cheaper by the Dozen" , buh da movie didn`t start  for another hour n` dis worker was like looking for our ticket stubs, buh we told dem we were waiting for someone. den we juss left cuz we didn`t wanna wait, so we went to circus circus n` spent hella money juss tryen to win some dolls. fucking gay!!! oh wells. atleast weng n` mah hubby won a big ass doll. haha n` mah cuz gf was like forcing mah cuz to get her one cuz she reallie wanted one. buh dey wasted $25 already so dey stopped. after circus, we went to tea planet. i got some honeydew melon snow ice. it was some hella gude shiet, buh wen i was drinking  i found a piece a hair. it was so fucking nasty man. so mel took da glass n` gave it to da waitress. i guess she sed da hair ain`t hers cuz hers is not black n` it`s short. buh i dun have black hair nemore n` mah hair isn`t short. neither does neone else. buh dere was dis one old waitress dat has black hair wid bangs. shiet!! buh she gave meeh a free milk tea drink n` a discount, along wid da other drinks. buh i was hella pist man. den i saw mah old friend, kathy. damn i havn`t seen her ass since middle school. buh wen i saw her n` sed hi..she was like oh hi. den went on wid her friends. iono buh i hate it wen ur old bestest frewns from da past juss becomes stuck up. n` mah cuz was like, why did u say hi to her? now she prolly be feeling all special cuz someone knew her. lolz. buh it`s all gude. umm...after tea planet, we went to mel`s house n` juss chilled ova dere til 3am. i saw mah kuya mark`s body kit in his car. it looks pretty dope, so far buh he still has to paint it black. hmm...den mah cuz wanted to go home so i drove his car cuz he was tired. i gave good-bye kisses to mah hubby den i took mah cuz`s gf [ jen ] home . den we went back to mah house n` mah cuz slept ova. i guess das all i did last night. hmm...well, i`m talking to mah two homebois [ jayar n` julio ]. dere over hea at @net too. haha..julio ish all making fun of meeh cuz i write everything about mah life in hea. lolz. not everything, ya kno? buh umm...i guess imma start playen some cs n` beat all dese faggets in hea. lmao j/k. alrighty byes!

[[`feelin:\\happy,buh tired]]

[[time\\2:11pm]]

++HAPPY NEW YEAR`s everyone!!! hmm...last night, i juss stayed home n` had a feast at mah house wid mah mom, bro,mel,dony,n` his gf. it was marky`s bday party too, buh i couldn`t go cuz mah mom was going to be alone in da house, so i had to stay. HAPPY BIRTHDAY na lang to mah buddy MARKY.hmm...meeh n` mom was suppose to go to wal-mart buh dey were closed early, so we went to k-mart. we juss bought some napkins n` utensils. den we took mah dad to work. damn i ate hella foods yesterday man  n` i`m still eating.lmao. i`m over hea at mah aunt`s house juss having another family gathering. shiet...too many family gatherings man. haha. it`s fun tho. well, i`m planning to go to da mall later n` shop a little. i also need to start looking for a job cuz i`m juss another broke ass pinay. lmao. ayy...i`m so freaking tired. meeh n` mel didn`t sleep til` 5 am n` mah mom woked meeh up around 10 am cuz we had to leave to go hea. hmm... i guess dere`s not much things to say, so laters...i`m outs.

by da way. . . who`s xGuAmsxFinestx ???dey added meeh to their list, buh i dun even knoe ne of dem. lmao. i`m seeing all dese peeps adding meeh to their list, buh i juss dun have ne clue who dey are.  haha...i guess i`m really dat special to dem..aww!!! lmao. it`s okies tho..atleast i kno dat other peeps likes to read mah xanga cuz i`m a xangstah nigga...lmao j/k.